June 23, 1987
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Jesus, You have been my Teacher from the very start. But wouldn't I have someone like a Spiritual Director as they say to guide me a little, so far I have no one and those I approached either were not interested, or too busy, or horrified. No one told me: "my child, do this or that," in a gentle manner, and follow this up. The only one who definitely gave an order was to say: "Stop, this is not from God, so stop writing, at least for a few days and see what comes." I listened to him, I did stop, but Your Hand managed to write while I was doing my own notes, "I God love you, never forget this." You took full possession of my hand. Then again in a few minutes "Never ever forget that I God love you." it felt like someone who loved me visited me in prison, a surprise visit. It was wonderful! My child, let Me be your Spiritual Director am I not pleasing enough for you? Jesus thank You for letting me meet David. My child narrate Me and ask him: will you let Me use you? Lord haven't You asked this already before? What do You exactly mean? by this I mean, whether he will be willing to work for Me? My Cross is heavy will you unburden Me for a while? Yes Lord.
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