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June 21, 1987
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- Lord, why so many people have forgotten You? O Vassula! My Body is maimed to the extent of paralyzation (I remain silent ...) Vassula, I have spoken, Lord, what can I do? nothing, let Me do everything, (Yes, but no one will do it since no one knows!) to have faith is also a grace given by Me Vassula, have faith - Later on: now that You seduced me what will become of me? do you want to know? I will hurl you from My arms in this exile that My creation has become! you will live among them! My God! don't You love me anymore? (I became quite distressed) - It was wonderful being in Your Arms, and now You want me off! O Vassula how could you say that! 1 My Heart rends and lacerates to see you among all this evil, understand My child that I am sacrificing you to be among Godless people, I suffer to have you out in exile What would You do Lord?
but why have You cuddled me and seduced me so as to hurl me out? It's almost not fair! (I was almost screaming!) have I not said that you will be My sacrifice? I am using you, you are My net, yes, I am hurling you over to the world. you are to offer Me souls, for their salvation, I will redeem them, this will not go by without you suffering it reminds me when I touched the other day the exhaust-pipe of the boat which just pulled us in. I put all my weight on that pipe, hot to roast an egg; with my left hand. I almost fainted with pain. Having burnt all my left palm and the impulse to put it in the sea was great, for relief, but I remembered never to put any burned flesh in cold water as it produces injuries. My hand for ten minutes was still heating and red and swollen. But after 1/2 an hour everything was gone, no pain, no burns and it felt just like my other hand, in perfect condition again.
Lord anything that will come from You I will love, if its delights or if it's sufferings. beloved yes, make a heaven for Me in your heart yes, and any suffering chosen by your own will, thinking it will please Me, will be a horror in My eyes, you will only be deceiving yourself, it will be for the devil, not for Me. reparations will be instructed by Me I love You and depend on You entirely
(I heard Satan saying: "those moments are martyrdom for me!") He could not bear my heart rejoicing in God's love to me and my love to Him. Loving each other. it is like sealing him with a red-hot Cross all over him. 1 I felt a pang of pain in Him. 2 being split: My soul in His Heart and my body in the world. 3 It means any sufferings indulged by Satan will not be realized, but any sufferings that will come from God will be realized. Thus purifying the soul. 4 God will choose Himself my sufferings. |