At 7.30 in the morning, I saw a colored cloud very attractive to the eye. Then 5 beams came out like a star. I said: Look! and a hand behind me pushed me forward. Another change came then, on one of the beams a candle appeared, I said again: Look! The hand behind me pressed me making me fall on my knees. I still did not bother to see who was doing this to me as I did not want to miss a single moment of the event. The five rays by now by their speed of turning around they produced a kind of lit ring; and suddenly from the very center of that lit ring Jesus appeared; I said: Look! again the hand behind me pushed me and now I had my hands on the ground. Suddenly hundreds of voices were worshiping Jesus. They were just saying: J-e-s-u-s. all the time.

Then Jesus' image left and instead a scene appeared. I again said: Look! and the hand pushed me flat to the ground, prostrated by now, only my head lifting to watch the last scene. I saw someone kneeling surrounded by 5 others; in front of this scene a very bright silver chalice. The 5 were doing something to the one kneeling in their midst. The words ANOINTING was heard by me. Then everything just disappeared.

My God, I have not understood Your dream to me.

So now I realize; I have been split. My body goes around, but without my soul in it, my soul My God You have taken it. I feel like a carcase. Detached totaly. Has anybody experienced this? to think as long as you are awake and conscious of God only. Has anyone experienced an awareness of God for 24 hrs a day for every day and more than one year? And the minute my mind would start to forget my chin is taken by a Hand to turn my head and face Jesus smiling Face. I surprise myself how I cope still with other things!

Vassula I have just taken your heart, ¹ placing it in My Heart I am Yahweh and I love you! craddle My Love. creature, stay in your Creator's grace

how, how could I stay in Your grace?

How can I be holy?

Then, if it is Your will, help me be.