May 5, 1987
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Yesterday after the end of God's Message I felt God in me and I in Him so very much, I felt I could not separate ever. My companion I love you, Vassula, give Me everything, give Me all you have. I have given You my love, I have given You myself, I have detached my feelings from earth I have surrendered, can I give You anything more? daughter, I love to hear you surrendering let Me be your Captor. I could feel Jesus this evening so strongly that I could see distinctly His Face which was not easy the other times, this evening He seemed so very intense, fervour, eager, like someone who comes determined with fervour to convince someone who is luke-warm. will you kiss My Wounds? I did in 'mystic' way. Then I asked Jesus to sit at the chair nearby me. Immediately I felt 'mystically' again that He did, He faced me and stretched His arm on the table reaching me on my copy-book. (Jesus imprints in my mind these impressions.) flower of Mine, devote yourself entirely to Me, are you ready to hear Me? Yes Jesus. betrothed, blessed of My Soul, freely I gave, so freely give, unite with Me, be one with Me, look into My eyes. I did; "Jesus what can I do more," love Me, but I love You, I said it many times, and You know I mean it. My soul longs for You. You wanted me to be detached, and I became detached. do I Vassula not long for you? 1 do I, as your God not suffer too? 2 beloved live in Me and I in you, you in Me and Me in you, us adapt in Me, unite, but You have united us, Jesus, You said You did! I have I suddenly felt physically exhausted, so I asked permission to go. "shall we go Jesus?" daughter, why? I'm exhausted Jesus. beloved, I want you to stay, will you stay? (It was the 1st time Jesus insisted.) I will stay then ... torn is My Heart when I am left alone, but You are with me, we are together ... I am with you now, but you do forget Me many times breathe for Me, love for Me, eat for Me, smile for Me, immolate yourself for Me, everything you will do, do it for Me, I want to consume you, I want to enflame you desiring Me only; adorn Me with your petals My flower, crown Me with your love, remove My thorned crown and replace it with your soft petals, fragrance Me with your fragrance, love Me and Me only. I have laid out My life for you out of Sublime Love; would you not do the same for Me your Spouse? betrothed, rejoice your Spouse, make Me happy! bind yourself to Me with eternal bonds, live for Me and Me alone, be My Sacrifice, be My Target, be My Net How can I not love You My God, I do! say it, say it many times, let Me hear it, I love hearing it, say it a thousand times a day, and every morning after you rest in Me, face Me and tell Me, "My Lord, I love you" Jesus, I love You; but why are You becoming stern? (Maybe I am not doing enough.) come, do not misunderstand Me! its Love talking, its Love's desires, its Love's Flame, its Love's Jealous love, I cannot stand rivals. lean on your Holy Father, Spouse, Companion and God. come, let us rest in each other, love Me daughter with a jealous love too. 1 This is where I understood what it meant that "The soul longs for its God, and its God longs for its soul." 2 from being separated by being in flesh the soul. |
