May 15, 1987
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come, surrender, I delight to hear you surrendering for in surrendering it rejoices My Heart little one! ask Me to use you ... Father, if I am of any use to You, use me then!
I will write if it is Your wish. do write then. let it be known that I Yahweh willed to enlighten you - Vassula come, be closer to Me, Will you receive Me (silence from my part) grieve Me not (silence) be with Me, purify yourself (silence) grieve Me not beloved (silence) will you receive Me? ... fill Me with joy and be with Me I consented.  Beloved Father, amen. as Jesus was writing it while I was saying it. I suddenly realized, it was like I woke up after Jesus' prayer. I realized what was happening from the beginning of the message of today. Jesus was calling me to Holy Communion but I was pretending I was not understanding I even felt like answering, no. I was hurting Him and yet I was reluctant to reply, I made Him say it explicit. Jesus ran to my rescue, I felt I was about to fall. Just after His prayer (He prayed together with me), I realized that I had an evil spirit pulling on me. Strange feeling I had when I felt the evil spirit release his grip on me when the words came 'beloved Father hold away the evil spirit that now tempts me'. Jesus had put so much force on my hand, my hand felt very heavy, and at the same time I felt His enormous and most powerful strength sustaining me; like a most powerful Giant. After the prayer it was like I woke up. come nearer to Me, sanctify yourself, I love you and I will sustain your falls I will not see you lost
I love You too. (Jesus had seen the evil spirit pulling on me, I did not realize it, while the evil spirit was pulling I felt like silly, Jesus was very quick to rescue me, only when the evil spirit's grip released, I realized my close fall!) I can't believe what happened! 1 here I felt like saying: 'Oh no not again! |
