daughter, although many of you do not know the way to Peace and the way to Unity, do not despair; hope in Me, I shall come to comfort you soon; and you, My child, your pleadings ⁴ have been heard in Heaven by everyone; I shall come to unite you; My Word has been given and My Will shall be carried out; in the meantime summon a nation you never knew and give them the instructions I have given you, and if a 'sage' now and then accuses you of calling Me Father, remind him that today a Child is born and His Name is Wonder-Counsellor, Mighty-God, Eternal-Father, and Prince of Peace; ⁵

pray for those who call themselves doctors of the Law, that their spirit becomes a humble and poor spirit; pray that all nations come to My Light and that the vengeance eating their hearts be ripped off so that I may wrap their hearts in My Peace; pray that east makes peace with the west and the north with the south; pray that this excessive pride and haughtiness that seized certain shepherds of Mine be replaced by humility; pray that they understand what I have meant by: "Anyone who wants to be great among you must be your servant; and anyone who wants to be first among you must be your slave; yes, just as the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve and to give His life as a ransom for many;" ⁶

imitate Me, your Lord, and you shall live ...

(Explanation of message of 22.12.90)

In the beginning when I was suddenly approached by my guardian angel to open the way for the Lord, I, as a "professional" sinner, had no love for God; even when my angel was telling me things about Heaven. I was just satisfied to be together with my angel. I was not looking for more. - When God approached me, replacing my angel, I was somewhat disappointed. I felt Him as a stranger whereas having already been acquainted with my angel my surprised feelings had turned to love feelings. And then I could not understand why God wanted to take my angel's place, I even went as far as to believe that God was jealous from the love I was giving to my guardian angel and I had felt sorry for my angel.

- Later on, after a very painful purification given to me by my angel, God approached again for the second time to take my angel's place. He stayed with me for a few days, opening my heart slowly, and with Wisdom, so as not to frighten me away. When I've just about started to open for Him, He ran away and hid. I turned around to look for my angel and I could not find him either. I felt a few souls ⁷ approach me, begging me for prayers and blessings; I prayed for them and blessed them. Then they asked me to bless them with holy water. I ran quickly to the church to fetch holy water for them, and I blessed them sprinkling on them holy water. I took the opportunity to ask them whether they had seen where my angel was and The One whom my heart already begun to love, but I did not get an answer.

- Every day that went by seemed like a year. I was looking for Peace and I could find none. I was surrounded by many people and many friends but I never ever before felt more lonely and abandoned as those days. I was as though I was going through hell.

- Many a times I cried out for my angel to come back to me, but no, he had turned his back and was gone! "My soul failed at his flight. I sought him but I did not find him, I called to him but he did not answer." (Song of Songs 5:6) I roamed for three whole weeks in the desert all by myself until I could not bear it anymore; then out of my distress I cried out to Yahweh, searching Heaven: "Father! O God, take me and use me as You wish, purify me so that You are able to use me!" With this cry coming from the depths of my heart suddenly Heaven opened, and like Thunder the Father's Voice full of emotion cried back to me: "I God love you!"

Instantly I felt as though I dropped out of a tornado into a beautiful peaceful world. My angel re-appeared and with great tenderness started to dress my wounds, those wounds I received while in the desert.

- This happened during Easter 1986.

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