March 19, 1987
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Vassula, elevate yourself to Me, I want you to be perfect. delight Me and become perfect. are you willing to be perfect? I was speechless ... I want you to be, I am asking you Vassula. But Lord, to be perfect is quite impossible, as I am, to be close to being good is already something for me; Vassula, I will teach you to be perfect. I tell you truly that it is not impossible, but you must let Me mould you, abandon yourself completely to Me and I will form you into what I desire you to be. Jesus I don't think I can ever be; I'm difficult to mould, it will be like trying to mould a rock. Vassula, ah Vassula, do you not trust Me? I am God and I can mould even the rocks into any shape I want. do you know why I have chosen you? Yes Lord. here is still one more reason, I chose you because you are weak, and your weakness charms Me. child, come and feel My Heart, My Heart desires to be loved. come and feel My Heart with your mind. Vassula, are you ready? feel Me, I was petrified
No, I have not felt you; I had not the courage to do it. will you tell me your problem? Its getting worse now. why? My embarassment. I feel embarassed to face You. Vassula, why? grieve Me not and tell Me your problem. I felt embarassed to touch Your Heart. Its like I saw myself as a leper coming to touch someone whole. who am I to approach You!
Yes Lord, but look to what You are united! I love you, come and lean on Me now. Vassula, feel My Heart. - later on: I felt His Heart, which was very warm, and palpitating with desire to be loved. you need not feel embarassed feeling My Heart, I am Your God who asks you this, allow Me to use you like I wish (I got suspicious, thinking its evil trying to make me fall in sin) I am the Lord Jesus Christ. do not fear. (I was still careful, yet I have not felt evil around, still I was suspicious,) do not fear. (I could not 'free' myself again this 'leper' feeling came on me I did not move) do you know how much I love you? Yes I do Jesus. why then do you refuse My kiss? Because I'm not worthy of a kiss from You. Vassula, have I not told you before not to refuse Me anything? and what have you answered Me? That I'll never refuse You anything. Yes, why then refuse My kiss; Vassula, never refuse Me; if I ask you something it is out of love, allow Me to kiss you, allow Me to do it! will you let Me now? come to Me and feel My kiss, a heavenly kiss on your forehead, are you ready? 1
1 Jesus kissed my forehead. He left me in an ecstatic state of mind. How can I explain it. For the following 2 days I felt hollow, transparent, like clear glass, He gave such a tremendous feeling of peace of the soul; my breathing seemed to go through my lungs and fill into my entire body, thus having this feeling of being air. |
I am here, it is I, Jesus.