February 19, 1987
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Vassula, allow yourself to suffer, all My chosen souls suffered, by suffering your soul is purified like gold is purified in fire; so is the soul. your suffering is in your guidance. How in my guidance Jesus? although I allow you to call Me anytime in this way and thus be together, I also allow the gates of evil to be left open. your guidance will not be an easy task, for you will have evil fighting you by discouraging you, in giving you the wrong word. But, Lord Your guidance can mislead me! No, it will never mislead you or anybody else, I have taught you to recognize Me Vassula. I have chosen someone with an incapacity of mastering any language, one who will depend on My given words, I have taught you to hear Me, I am training your ear. come, be patient, learn to accept, learn from Me. I started to worry. Vassula, all will be perfect! Vassula edit. it is I Jesus, (doubts again!) O come, I long to tell you something. My heaven is in you, because I feel glorified and rested. Jesus, I love you, yes a lot too, 24 hrs a day I do; even when I wake up in the night, my first thought is You. I eat, its You, I work at home, its You. I drive its You, I play tennis and You are in my mind and love is in my blood for You since my body aches from love; but, I cannot accept that I can give You rest, or that You find heaven in me, for what am I? a speck of dust, impossible I am; and when You tell me this I feel even worse in Your presence and ashamed. all that you said about yourself is true, but I love you and I do find rest in you, I have irrigated your heart with My Blood and placed it in Mine, I have purified it and given it My Peace and Love beloved. Vassula I who came to you, always wanted your love, now I have prevailed, I delight in you. love Me without restraint making up for those who forget Me and are but multiplying My wounds, love Me Vassula healing My beloved souls, be My heaven. My God I realize it is You, yet I do not think I fully realize! Vassula you will one day. If I do, I think I will faint! when My word will be established, Vassula I have always been known to keep My word. I Yahweh come from above. Heaven is made by My grace. I will fulfill My word, trust Me Vassula, do not worry too much beloved, be near Me, feel Me, love Me and glorify Me, leave the rest to Me, live in peace. I am forming you with Wisdom, have My grace. weary not in healing souls. are you happy being now united to Me? Yes, Lord, I am very happy to feel I am united to You, although I could not dare think of it. why, Vassula? Why? because of my not fit for You. Vassula I always longed to be united with you and be intimately close to you, nevertheless never forget that I am your God and Holy. Vassula will you still work for Me? I have given my consent already. I am willing to continue working for Yahweh. I am Yahweh, be blessed. |
