FIVE OF MY WOUNDS ARE WIDE OPEN - WHY HAVE THEY NEGLECTED MY GARDEN?

FIVE OF MY WOUNDS ARE WIDE OPEN
WHY HAVE THEY NEGLECTED MY GARDEN?

December 8, 1987

(After reflecting what can await me I started to panick. ¹ I was very disturbed.) My God can't I love You like any other normal being in a normal way. Can't You Beloved God guide me in a normal way instead of this way. Oh God, I feel so much responsible with all this, its a torture to know that inspite of all the graces You are bestowing on me I remain wretched and so sinful, wicked, why Lord, why do You keep me. I can't face You anymore; I'm not worthy of You, let me go in my corner, do not have me so near You,

why? why?

My God, no, I'll follow You and love You like the others in the normal way.

beloved, I love you! ²

(Oh Jesus I am only wounding you, let me go, I'll rest in my misery, but I won't stop honouring You and loving You. ³ )

wait!

Lord, all this, ⁴ is beyond my understanding, it's beyond me!

no, this is not beyond your understanding; not anymore; beloved, ⁵ five of My Wounds are wide open, I am bleeding profusely, I am suffering, your God is suffering, will you not glorify My Body? five of My Wounds are open for you to see what sorrow My creation is giving Me;

I love you all inspite of your wickedness, inspite of your failures, inspite of your doubts, inspite of your iniquity, inspite of your denials, inspite of your scepticism and inspite of your insincerity ⁶ towards My Body do you not yet understand? why have you closed your hearts forever towards Me? why have most of you abandoned Me, why have My followers changed path, why have they neglected My garden, why have they not watered My flowers, why?

where are My lambs Peter? would you help Me find them and unite them? come; I will help you find them, I will bring food for them and nourish them, no Peter, you will find nothing in this wasteland; there is nothing left, the little that was left is now dry and wasted; for as far as the eye can see, there is nothing but wastelands, but I, the Lord, will fetch from My stores, My Bread, and I shall fill your storages with My produce, I will feed My lambs I will irrigate this wilderness, trust Me beloved, trust Me and I will unite you all again together My Vassula, flower, I will not see you trampled by them, I mean to use you for the Glory of My Body, I, God, love you,

1 moment of extreme weakness.
2 I saw Jesus hurt by my words. I felt awful.
3 I wanted to go to bed and sleep my awfulness away.
4 The supernatural approach, to all events to come.
5 Jesus 'exploded', showing me how He suffers ...
6 The word 'insincerity' is used here as the following: it is about Unity. Usually when the ecclesiastical authorities meet to be able to find a solution, what happens is this; the one who comes to face the other one, hopes the one he is facing will be the one who'll give in 'something'. In the end it ends up by none giving much. This was given to me by the Lord yesterday night 8.12.87.