November 8, 1987
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Jesus? I am, if I had not delivered you, you would have been still today in deep sleep I feel very ashamed. I am indeed the last to talk. Whatever I do and try to repair and thank You Lord will not come near enough to what You've done again for me. Even when I want to pray for others I feel guilty and hesitant because Lord how would I dare pray for others who are so far better than myself? How could 'the most wretched' pray for someone better than herself? It reminds me of Your words about the plank in the eye and the splinter in the other one's eye. I feel I've got a plank, a whole forest, so how could I with all this wood in my eye dare utter a sound? Unless Lord you deliver me. I ask You and allow me to ask You to clean me, have mercy on my soul, if You want make me worthy to enable me and pray with dignity for my brethren.
If it is within Your will allow me Father to ask for Your help. daughter replenish your lamp from Me, do not wait, grow in My light little one no My God I'm not worthy! why Vassula have I not purified you, have I not anointed you Myself to be Mine? indeed I will be manifesting Myself through you, so honour Me daughter come, I will teach you My ways, I and you, let Me breathe in you, let Me rest in you daughter, rest Me from those who wound My Soul, oh Vassula if you only knew, My Blood is gushing out again today, oh God and its Sunday! Why? little one they are piercing My Heart through and through My God let them pierce me instead! hear Me, you will be; they will pierce you (Why, why is it like this, what is going on, why are they doing this to our God, a God of Love, of Peace, a Father, a Friend? how could they, I feel sick, Jesus is again today bleeding, suffering from our wickedness. The world, one could say, has been kidnapped by Satan, and Jesus is trying again to save us.) My God, you give me so much pain to feel you so hurt, You, only Infinite Goodness and an Abyss of Love, why are they tormenting you? I cannot bear Your sufferings any more, not that I care much for my flesh and pains, but I care for Your sufferings, Your pains Lord, I care and love You. Vassula, My Vassula, victim of My Soul, victim of My Heart, bear My sufferings and share them with Me, drink from My Cup, feel My scourgers, beloved of My Soul what will I not do for you out of Love I will allow you to share My sufferings, I have chosen you to be the victim of My Bleeding Heart, by all the sorrows of which yours is capable of bearing, victim of My Soul by all the anguishes, denials and mockeries your soul can bear, come you will share My Cross I am your only Love, I have reached My goal, allow Me to be the sweet torture of your mind and soul, you please Me, for now I have extirpated all My rivals, they are all gone; none are left! it is I, your Jesus only left with you! how I delight! and now let Me love you without restraint, let Me reign over you, I have found a place for My greatness and bounty come, your nothingness infatuates Me, your incapacity leaves Me speechless Lord I feel embarassed. Vassula never seek to be something; stay nothing for every divine work I will accomplish will be purely Mine and not yours My Church will be one, under one Authority, have I Myself not asked Peter to feed My lambs? have I not chosen him to feed My sheep, have I Myself not uttered these words: "you are Peter and on this rock I will build My Church whom are You referring to Lord? I am speaking to those who scheme and plot against My foundation, do you not realize that your plots will lay futile? Lord I do not know whom are you referring to. I know Vassula, all this is obscure to you, but it is as clear as day for those deceivers! My eyes are fixed upon them, My sword lifted and ready to strike, they know themselves and believe Me, their days are numbered, yes, cast your eyes around you, deceivers! why are you surprised, you will perish! for I am doing something in these days that it will be hard to believe had you been told of it! beloved let Me answer your question in your mind; My Message will be read by those deceivers too, beloved feel Me I am in pain as you, My Cross is on you, bear It with love, My Cross is the door to true life O come beloved I am with you, 2 Lord, I feel so terribly sad, I know I should shed no more tears and reserve them for later, to compensate. I am ready to shed my blood instead, replacing my tears, if none will be left. My Vassula, remember you are not of this world, you belong to Me, can you see My Sacred Heart? 3 enter in My Sacred Heart, in its depths you will find your rest, I will take you and thrust you in its depths, My pain is unbearable, 4 do you remember when you were but a mere child what I had done to you? (Jesus gave me the same vision of that when I was maybe 10 years old, the 1st call) you were unable to move, I am divine Power, beloved, therein you belong 5 (Jesus was very much in pain and sad.) How could I console such distress? by loving Me ardently, love Me and console Me Vassula, love Me with all your soul, I do love You and You know it Lord. love Me without measure! Teach me to love you without measure. I am, come now, I have a secret I wish to tell you, fear not, I will whisper it in your ear oh God! will you really do this? I will beloved, I will, never doubt, all will be done accordingly My Vassula Jesus, My God, thank You, allow me to bless You. I bless you too beloved, come it is late, we will rest in each other, Yes Lord.
1 I felt hopelessly sad. 2 Jesus was caressing my head. 3 Jesus pointed a lit Chest and Heart. 4 for having me in exile. 5 Jesus pointed with His index His Heart. 6 Jesus gave me the secret giving me so much joy! |
