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September 27, 1987
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It was again as though all hell broke loose. The devil raged. Tormented my soul, to the point that I found myself asking the Lord to go on without me; that I would always love Him but I simply have no strength left to continue. Immediately I regretted my words asking then the Lord to leave me for my unworthiness. During my rest I saw myself on a rough road, fallen, near me I saw Jesus' feet, bare, He bent and lifted me again. Then in front of me I saw around 100 steps staircase, large, and at the top the Saints were standing calling me to climb up there. I turned around and saw a familiar figure. A priest, he had humour and was talking to me in Italian, I recognized Padre Pio! near him I saw St. Francis of Assisi. St. Francis approached me, all were encouraging me to continue. Jesus? I am, Vassula do not fear, Jesus forgive me for being weak. your weakness will be annihilated in My Strength
io, sono con te, Padre Pio My God is this happening?
Later on, after the Charismatic group, I couldn't follow it by mere ignorance, also that I craved for silence. I felt guilty, very guilty with ignorance.
(true in book 12. p. 47-50 date: 31.5.87) at your side I stand (I felt Him so near I could touch Him solidly. My soul was happy again and in peace.) little one am I not your Spouse? well then, will I not console you when you need to be consoled? Come to Me and I will lift your burdens, come to Me and I will console you! Confide in Me daughter, I am your Spiritual Director, I am your Spouse, I am He who loves you most, I am your Creator and God Jesus left my soul in total harmony & peace. 1 In writing |