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December 4, 1986
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Still I'm amazed and have enormous doubts of how this is happening, how could this happen, I mean how can't I not control my writing hand, its like I'm being used by another force. But I'm too realistic thats why I doubt, and yet, its happening, I'm confused ... I am here. it is I Jesus. daughter, remember you are spirit and I am also Spirit and Holy, I live in you and you in Me, remain in Me, I Jesus am with you always understand this All right, You have convinced me that it is You. You have reached Your 2 goals, that I love You was one, and convince me that You are meeting me this way. You have seduced me. I know that I'm not more schyzophrenic than the rest of the world, or psychotic than the psychiatrist himself. I know too that it is not from the devils since I know how one feels when attacked by them and giving you a disquieting feeling of torments, (that is when I was attacked before so that I abandoned the writings. 1 ) I have not chosen to receive Your calls since I was totally aloof from You, You willed it My God. I do not regret, how could I, since I'm seduced now! child, I elevated you to enable you to be with Me, I taught you to love Me. are you happy to be with Me in this way? Oh yes! I bless you from the core of My Heart |
8. 12. 1986
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Can I be in Your Light? You are in My Light, I am Jesus your Saviour. wearing My Cross means bearing with you My sufferings daughter. Jesus meant the cross one wears around the neck. 1 one week. |