Jesus if You are asking me meaning, what is more important Your House or mine, I would of course say Your House. And to choose, I choose Your House.

(Jesus seemed so pleased!)

Name Yourself again.

Yes, I will work for You.

(I was agreeing without really realizing what it means to work for God. Since I love God I wanted to please Him. I never realized my incapacity!)

hear Me, listen to My cries, listen to My cries, can you see My Cross? I am Jesus who brings forth this vision, ¹ I call, I am suffering because I am counting you My beloved and I see you scatter and unaware of the dangers the devil has laid for you, My Heart lacerates to see you so far away from Me!

Jesus for a whole month was giving me images of His Cross. Wherever I turned my head and looked on any direction a huge dark-brown cross was standing. If I lifted my eyes from my plate, while eating, this enormous Cross was there. if I looked from within my mosquito-net, the Cross again. If I walked and went to another room, to sit, or something; The Cross followed and it was there. For a month; it was as if haunting me.

Then another thing started to haunt me. That all whats coming is perhaps not from God. But then if its from the devil, how dumb can he get? I started to fear what people would say of this, what will happen to me, I will be mocked!

(I was suspicious) who is it?

Jesus when was it the first time You called me?

Yes, I remember, I was very frightened. I was about 10; I was frightened by Your force that pulled me. It felt like a strong current, like a magnet pulling a small magnet, I tried to resist and pull away, but I couldn't until I found myself stuck on You, then I woke up. I found it strange that Jesus reminded me of this dream; and of how I could remember it still.