SIE SOLLEN SICH AN MEINE GEGENWART ERINNERN
25. Januar 1997
my Father, for I know that when I do, Your Majesty would come in splendour all the way from heaven, descending in glory in my quarters; to see You my God in this inaccessible glory of Your Divine and infinite Light is an incomprehensible splendour; You, the Godhead, manifesting Yourself to me and wanting to be united with me, desiring to be known; only You, and You alone can reach me, for the gap, this ontological abyss between You and me can be no more there; Lord, You fill all things without being contained neither by their limits nor by their very being.
...While I was still invoking Yahweh's Name,
Yahweh, the Lord of Lords, appeared to
And while I was staring, bewildered and
His Presence at the same time radiated
Oh Yahweh, You who transcend
Oh come and breathe over my garden 2
How and where shall I find sufficient
In Your Pure Beauty, You hold me
You guard me, and while I am going
And when my oppressors joyfully
And now, I stretch out my hands to In Your sweetness, let me obtain mercy from You.
I, the King of Glory and your Bridegroom as well, will satisfy the poor and you will obtain mercy and the same sweetness I have given to My Son
If so many of you are perishing, it is because hordes of you have rejected My Knowledge; you have forgotten My teachings Day and night, My loved ones, you stumble along the shadows; come to Me, and I will touch your heart so that your perversity melts away; then in the immensity of My Love I have for you, I will fall like dew upon you and My Divinity will overwhelm your misery, encompassing it to dwell permanently in My brightness, making out of you a vessel of light and one spirit with Mine. Ah, Vassula, 6 you whom I blessed with the unction of My Name, jealousy inflames My Heart every time your heart acts like dame folly and flutters away from Mine, pursuing frills and not My Divine power; I tell you, My loved one, keep your Bridegroom's principles and bind them to your heart; these will warm your heart and will avert you from becoming distracted from the Presence of your Bridegroom who is only waiting to be gracious to you, Ever-so-loved-by-Me; and if I have asked you to disclose My wedding song 7 by writing, it was because of My zealous love I have for each soul and because I wanted that My loved ones have enough nourishment while they are crossing this desert... I have entrusted you with one talent, to procure for Us, 8 the equivalent amount; you have done well, because you have shown to Us, in your ardour to please Us, your faithfulness. So now have your retreat in Us; have your retreat in My Heart, and taste, like in former times, the intimate delights of My Heart; may the essence of My Love flow like a river into your heart so that all your tiny infidelities by which they raised My Eyebrow, be washed away; behold, now I am imprinting My words on you, for the salvation of so many sinners; I have come to you with gentleness, My bride, for the renewal of the mystical Body of My Son; behold now I, your Creator, am calling you, for I have espoused you to Myself, so that in Our union I would have the pleasure to adorn you with faithfulness and with ardour; yes, on this fragile clay, I have imprinted My Name all over you since that day when your soul called out to Me: "Abba!" and from thereon I have straightened your path on earth and taught you how to delight in Me by being ever at play in My Presence. Know, My Vassula, how I desired that you love Me with all your heart and how I longed to turn your whole life into a permanent longing and thirsting for Me, your God; I wanted to show you My Kingdom and My nuptial chamber where, in privacy, we could delight one another; I, your Bridegroom, aflame with love, would converse intimately with you, teaching you the knowledge of holy things; and you, cleaving yourself firmly to My Heart, would be aspiring grace from the breath of Omnipotence, so that you would not cease to be; no, My chosen one, our intimate union is not like the memory of a one-day guest; I will not cause you to trouble your heart by withdrawing My intimate union from you; I will take care of your frailty, My Vassula; see, My beloved one, how I desired to draw you to Me as a lover who draws his loved one in privacy. I, who am the Lover of mankind, Spouse of My creation, wish to draw you now to Me... take a retreat in Me 9 ... why, you must have heard sometimes how the bridegroom longs to be alone with his bride after the wedding? I am offering you this favour as a prelude to our feast; 10 yes, on that day when you responded to My Divine Will... and by opening your heart to My Call, I enriched it from Mine so that later on you would grain everywhere those treasures; those treasures are seeds 11 you are obtaining from Me, whereby you were to sow them in the countries I would be sending you; that day when you submitted to My Divine Will, allowing Me to govern your life, I stood affectionately in front of you inviting you with these words: "it is impossible for a soul to love Me the way I want her to love Me were she to keep her distance from Me; approach Me and taste My delights; I wish you to become intimate with Me; if you remain far from My embrace, you will be unable to get to know Me." 12
I have, in our intimate union and the unction of My Love adorned you with Knowledge: Knowledge of how to find Me and get to know Me
Tell them, daughter, how We delight when We are also treated as your Holy Companion in your daily life... speak as My envoy and remind My people that I, Yahweh, am alive and active, then, go to those 16 sacerdotals who do not seek Me anymore and ask them: "why are you never asking: where is God?" in My Day I will pronounce My judgment against these shepherds, who have no knowledge of Me and who have never tasted interiorly My sweetness; today these shepherds have exchanged Me for something that has no value nor any power in it In these days, I tell you, I who am the Bridegroom of My creation, call each one of you: My wedded one; why those frowns and menaces on the sweetness of My Mouth? 18 unhappy little creature, remote from knowing Me, come! I invite you to fall into your Bridegroom's embrace and I will show you how I, Yahweh, can adorn your spirit, lavishly offering you a flow of My Divine Love so that you, in your turn return to Me this flow of Love; then, wait and see, the day I will draw you into the nuptial chamber of My Heart, like a rose that grows on the bank of a watercourse, you will blossom to declare the greatness of My Name, calling Me: "my Father;" in the nuptial chamber of My Heart, your heart will spring up with praises and as the bridegroom rejoices in his bride, so I will rejoice in you and you in Me; My mighty Hand will uphold you, and you would never want to part with Me again; indeed, your spirit, enriched by My sweetness and fullness of My Spirit, will cry out to all nations: "beauty and glory is to be found in our Creator! our Hope and our Lord!"
1 It was like seeing through a grey veil 2 It means "send Your Holy Spirit to me" 3 Oil here stands symbolically for: "Name" 4 God means His Heart 5 Is 54:5 6 Suddenly His Divine Gaze turned and looked at me 7 True Life in God 8 The Holy Trinity 9 This He said it as an invitation but with great solemnity 10 When I was writing these words, we were the 21 November 1997; on 28 November 1997, is the 12th anniversary of True Life in God 11 When God pronounced the word "seeds" I saw in front of me sapphires 12 That is the whole secret of knowing God: intimate union 13 He used the present term as it is continuous 14 The Holy Trinity 15 God reminds me of my apostolate 16 "Those", means that it is obvious that it is not "all" 17 Since God started his work: True Life in God 18 God foresees the negative reaction of certain souls |